I'll be 33 in a few weeks, and I've never actually dated. I'm a nice guy (usually). I'm not terrible looking or anything. So what gives? I was always quiet and a little shy, I guess. I'm just lost on the whole thing. I always end up the friend. When I was younger I was too shy to approach women. Now I'm older, and not much has changed, but it seems 10x harder to actually meet anyone. That's partly due to the fact that I don't fit in with normal society. I got fed up with college. I got fed up with working. Moreover, I got fed up with life in general. Anyone you meet, the first question is always "what do you do?" Mostly, whatever I damn well please. I have back and neck problems now that keep me from working, plus depression and a little anxiety.
I don't really go anywhere or do anything. I'm a movie fanatic and hardcore gamer. I may be boring, but I have a big heart. Sure, I might be willing to try some things, but at the same time I think a lot of things are fuckin stupid. You couldn't pay me to go to a sporting event or concert. I could see going for a comedy show, but it's not something I'd really go out of my way to see, especially since George Carlin is dead. I used to bowl and shoot pool, so that's cool. Not something you really go do alone though.
I look at dating sites now and then, and everyone just seems nuts. The world is shit. Everyone is working multiple jobs, going to college, and possibly raising kids all at once. When the fuck is anyone supposed to have time to socialize anymore? I'm not looking for the psycho who's working 2 jobs and going to grad school. I'm looking for the one that knows how to divide her time and isn't busy 7 days a week. Part of me would probably be content as a hermit, but I really need to try the whole girlfriend experience once in my life.
